Work is getting tougher especially without
the guidance from nice nice people.
Am at the verge of breaking down
at work. Being pushed around here and there.
I end up reading the SOPs
again and again, trying to memorize as much as I can.
I wish to be posted to the new branch.
I want to climb all over the cargo containers!
No joke. I really do.
Me and syg haven't been in good terms.
We end up quarreling over small things.
I dunoe why. Perhaps we haven't been spending
much time together anymore. Both of us is bz
with stuffs. He didn't msg me as often as he used
to cause he's busy with his studio work and
performing at night. Almost every night...
It's a lie if I were to say that I didn't miss him at
all. But am starting to give up. I told him off
today when I send him a morning message, it was cruel.
But I dun care coz I want him to realise it.
Am not angry but I am just sad. Very sad.
The another mat is kinna scary.
But hey! am so used to this game.
He gave me an idea. Which I tot kind of risky to take.
To get a 2nd hand super4 bike. Me as a 2nd rider-owner.
Which he would use it,for fetching and sending me to work.
Installment is shared between me and him.
Until the next year I pass my 2A license, he would transfer
me the ownership and he would take out K7 bike.
Hmmm cool but very risky idea.
Cannot trust guys at all these days. Talk only.
Make him sign on my contract then he noe.
He think I m stupid innocent issit.
Perpatah from org org ...
"belom dapat, semua nya indah semua nya manis! PUIKK!"
*so true*
Orh Money is depleting tremendously this month cause
I think I shop online too much. Shopping w mum also.
Lending it to people. Transferring here and there.
I end up with nothing. Haiz.
Losing weight isnt easy cause I end up shopping more.
Thats y I say I diet for the sake of Fashion cause I
realise now I can wear more stuffs. Orh well, I still have
at least 8 kilos more to lose until I reach my
acceptable weight category. Overall, I guess it's isnt the
appearance that counts. It's the feeling. Maybe am losing
weight now, but my heart aint that happy as I used to be.
I enjoyed listening to Taufik Batisah's voice everytime
am down. It simply makes me feel so much better. hmm...
Orh well night shift tomm. Will be at office tru out this
week. Shittoss' I hate being an 'aaiiiii oooo'. No good.
And yes. I m tempted to chop off my long hair to the shortest
hair level I could think off. But I m hook to using the
curling tong to do my hair cause I realise now my hair look
like those china-hongkong-japan mari kind of girls hairstyle.
hmmm dunoe hoe. I m conpiusss!
hmmm ok. enuh. Sleeping soon.
I dun like this
But I really miss u ;'(
Sridriwina |11:23 PM|
